Spirited Enterprise

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BEFORE I GO INTO IT, PLEASE KNOW, I DO NOT THINK I AM BETTER THAN ANY ONE ELSE. NO BODY WANTS WHAT I HAVE AND ARE GREATFUL THEY DO NOT HAVE TO GO THROUGH IT..... THE CORE OF MY GIFTS IS EMPATHIC, WHICH IS VERY STRONG, I COME WITH ALL THE BELLS AND WHISTLES. I WAS PLAYING WITH SPIRITS BEFORE I WAS PLAYING WITH OTHER KIDS. BY THE TIME I WAS 3 MY PARENTS WERE CALLING ME A LIAR AND SAYING I WAS MAKING THINGS UP. THERE WAS A LOT OF ABUSE IN MY CHILDHOOD. WHEN I WAS 5, AFTER A BEATTING, I LOOKED HIM IN THE EYE AND SAID "GO AHEAD AND GET INTO THE CAR SO I CAN CRASH IT" THE CAR CRASHED. THE FIRST TIME I WAS CALLED A WITCH. MY GRANDMOTHER TOLD ME ONLY TO USE IT FOR PROTECTION AND NOT TO KILL ANY ONE. I COULD MAKE HER COME WHEN EVER I NEEDED HER. I WAS SENT TO CHURCH FILLED WITH FIRE AND BRIMSTONE. SAME WITH CATHOLIC SCHOOL. I WAS LUCKY THEY KICKED ME OUT, I KEPT SAYING "THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS". I COULD ALWAYS MAKE THING HAPPEN, I ALWAYS KNOW THINGS, GET HIT BY SPIRITS THAT ARE IN PAIN AND NEED HELP. I HELP OTHERS HEAL FROM EMOTIONAL PAIN. I DO NOT TELL FUTURES, I FIND THAT TO BE DISTASTEFUL. (IF THERE IS NOT SPELL CHECK I AM SCREWED) ONLY BECAUSE WE CAN CHANGE A PERSONS CHOICE, I DO NOT BELIEVE WE HAVE THAT RIGHT. I FEEL THE SAME WAY ABOUT BINDING SPELL, WHO EM I TO STOP A PERSON FROM GROWING. I LIKE BANNISHING. WHILE READING UP ON MAGIC I HAVE FOUND A DISTAIN FOR WICCANS. I DO HAVE A KNIFE, I MAKE MY OWN CANDLES WITH SPECIAL OILS, I HAVE NOT CAST A SPELL IN ABOUT 10YRS, IF I NEED TO DO A PROTECTION "SPELL" I JUST MEDITATE ABOUT IT WITH A CANDLE OR IN WATER. I AM LOOKING FOR KNOWLEDGE AND CONTROL. IF I GO INTO RAGE I LOSE CONTROL AND PEOPLE CAN AND HAVE BEEN HURT. I WANT TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS. THE CHURCH WAS WRONG, WICCA WAS NOT RIGHT FOR ME. I HAVE MY GUIDE, GAIA IS WITH ME MOST OF THE TIME. SHE HELPS GUIDE ME TO PEOPLE WHO NEED HELP, SOME TIMES SHE SPEAKS THROUGH ME. NO I DO NOT GO INTO SOME TRANCE OR SHAKE OR ANY OTHER NONSENCE LIKE THAT. THE WORDS JUST LEAVE MY MOUTH, I CAN FEEL HER. I WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT HERBS, HOW TO MAKE MY OWN OILS, FIND A STRONGER SPIRITUAL CONNECTION WITH  THE EARTH. WHEN I LAY ON THE GRASS I CAN FEEL THE ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH ME.... I'M A STUDENT WITHOUT A TEACHER.:roll: OH AND I RESCUE AND FEED FERAL CATS AND KITTENS. IF ANY ONE IS LOOKING JUST LET ME KNOW:lol: