Spirited Enterprise

Though I'm naturally gifted I'm very aware that I've closed myself off from alot of experiences I could have had. In many ways, I want to become more open but I'm a little afraid of what that might mean for my life. Has anyone ever had issues with fear of the unknown when developing their gifts?

I also was very afraid of things I would see or hear. Until the wonderful ladies here allowed me the compaionship of my dragons spirits, they have really helped me. I was told by more than one gifted people that I had always been gifted but as a child, with no one to explain what was going on I made a shield to keep everything away. But at nights I would go to sleep and they could try and talk with me. I never sleep for very lond periods becaause I get overwhelmed with so many things hitting me at the same time, the companions help with that alot. With me I had no one to help understan what was going on in my life until now and I have found this wonderful site and information. My whole life it was like searching and not quite seeing the whole pitcure, Now I feel like it is rightfor me. Husband of 27 years is saying don't understand all of it but I am better person so it's got his support to continue.  hope this helps you know your not alone in tryin to figure this out except we brought to this site for a reason

                                                many blessings

Whenever I get close to astral projection I get too conscious of my breathing and I stop breathing and then start to focus on my breathing again and it snaps me back to normal. It's really annoying, I get to a point where I don't regulate my breathing consciously and then I get afraid I'm not breathing and snap back. It's a really problematic issue. 

when i was younger i had a lot of problems with spirits. i'm still scared of the dark but back then i was terrified of seeing them at night walk through my hallways.

as i got older i had learnt to faze them out and eventually i couldn't hear or see them anymore, although i could still feel their presence. that made me sad and i missed them a little so i set about trying to get my ability back. i haven't got it back properly but my ability to sense them is even better now and i've been able to predict a few things using my grandmother's spirit and my pendulums